On second thought, I shouldn’t have blogged that.
That wasn’t right.
I made a private family matter, public. I’ve felt bad about blogging by oversharing.
I forgot to consider how that would feel to read by someone involved. That isn’t right, and I would be upset.
I made a mistake, and need to apologize.
I’m sorry.
That should have been private. I won’t do that again.
Life sure is tough right now, huh? 🙂
I wish there was something I could do to help.
This situation is triggering…
It’s got me thinking about the past. How I could’ve handled situations better.
Remembering past breakups, thinking about if I could have said things better. Been a better man who could communicate. How could I been better as a man. Thinking how I could have been mature.
Work is amazing. It’s consistent, everyone is great to work with, I like my job though it’s repetitive. I feel like I belong. I’m becoming comfortable being social. I’m grateful to have this.
Social life
Work being a rock allows me to cope with my lack of social life… It’s time. I’ll be looking for an in person group on meetup.com Time to go out and safely socialize.
Well, this isn’t true. I did go out to see comedian Ron Funches live at the Neptune theater in Seattle last Saturday. That is the first time I’ve ever gone out to see a standup comedian at a theater…. Never thought of doing that before, and the show was hilarious. It was Ron Funches and 3 comedians I forgot the names to (sorry!😬)… The opening comics were funny too, it was interesting to see the contrast of comedic styles between them.
So, keep moving forward… You are progressing in life. There is hope and good things in your life. You’re doing great handling everything. Its been a long week.
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It happens. A safe guard I have had to do if have my stuff read by my husband first because I have a habit of over sharing and forget to think of how others would feel because I’m an open book and forget each person is different and it’s not my position to share others stories so if I’m not sure I have others proof it before I post it. Just one thing that had helped me.
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That’s a good call, Jessymunch826… I should have let the post sit as a draft for a while so I could do that. I have the same trait with no filter .That’s cool you can ask your husband for that! That’s nice of him. 🙂
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Same with the draft. There are times I leave it as a draft and read it a few times over time to think about it. Like with posting about my ex husband or friends I don’t want to put out publicly stuff that might not be ok. Drafts are great and thinking about it too.
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Thanks!
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We’ve all had incidents where we overshare in the heat of the moment. It happens. Don’t be too hard on yourself about it.
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Thanks for the reassurance. I’ll have to ask my therapist tomorrow why I do this. And how to change this harmful pattern… 🙂
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Yeah definitely talk to your therapist about that. It helps a lot to talk things out and figure out the cause.
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