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Fantasy Football Part 3: The Conclusion and an Unbelievable Finish!

A replica of the Superbowl trophy
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The moment of truth… Which team will win it all?

As I work on this post on 1/8/23, I am waiting to see if The Seattle Seahawks NFL team will make it into the actual NFL playoffs. They came into the day with an 8-8 record, tied with the Green Bay Packers and Detroit Lions for the 7th seed in the NFC division playoff race. While all three franchises have a season record of 8-8, only 1 team can make it in with one game for each to play. Due to the tiebreaking procedure, The Seahawks have to win today, and The Packers have to lose or tie with the Lions for the Seahawks to advance to the postseason. The Seahawks will advance because they won in week four of the regular season with a 48-45 Victory.

Seven teams in the NFC and AFC Conferences make it into the NFL playoffs. They are called seeds, and the number is determined by season record. The top seed has the best record, and it gets interesting with tie-breaking procedures, but the remaining six are organized after that by second to seventh-best records in their respective conference. Teams play each other at least once in their forum and twice if in the same division… Which decides the majority of potential tie breaks.

After a wild game that went into overtime, The Seahawks won! Now, I and every Seahawks fan are praying that The Packers Lose or Tie on the last game of the regular season.

This result is one that many experts in the preseason did not predict. The Greenbay Packers were expected to easily make it into the postseason because they have Hall of Fame quarterback Aaron Rodgers who won the Most Valuable Player Award in 2020 and 2021 and has long been one of the best players in the League. His team, The GreenBay Packers, has been a perennial playoff team almost every year of his long career with them. Last year the Packers made it to the NFC championship game, one before the Superbowl.

The Seahawks and Lions were expected to team build for the future, with lots of rookie players and a few veterans. Sometimes, the coaching is excellent, the players selected in the NFL draft by the team General Manager are talented, a great fit with the staff, and the roster already has some talented veterans. Every year a player can break out, such as quarterback Geno Smith of the Seahawks, who became a top 5 player after being a backup player most of his career. He said this fantastic quote after a stellar performance in game one of the Season against star quarterback Russell Wilson of the Denver Broncos… Who was the starting QB from 2012 until March 2022, when he was traded after the relationship between him and the Seahawks became contentious.

Geno Smith of the Seahawks quote gif: They wrote me off, but I didn't write back.

The year before, Geno Smith was the Seahawks’ backup to Russell Wilson. One year later, after a massive trade, he beat out everyone else in training camp and proved to be the guy going forward.

This is why the players play the sport. This is why as a fan, it’s entertaining to watch games. Because you don’t know how it will go until they play.

The Seahawks were estimated to win about 6 games.

The Lions were estimated to win about 6 games.

The Packers were estimated to win about 11 games.

2022 NFL win totals from Caesars Sportsbook

And that is why watching Football is exciting.

While the records of these real-life teams are not relevant to Fantasy Football… The individual players’ performance is. The playoff teams are usually the top defenses, which are a part of Fantasy Football. (Each team’s defense has a player slot in the lineup in our league).

Ironically, these records are relevant later in this post to the work fantasy football league playoffs I have written about before and the focus of this post.

More on this below…

I present the conclusion of this series about my time with my work Fantasy Football League. This post is about the Fantasy Football playoffs.

This post is the conclusion of a three-part series. The other two parts are linked below.

Part 1:

Part 2:

  1. The moment of truth… Which team will win it all?
  2. Stochastic
  3. Fantasy Football is, essentially… Stochastic.
  4. First-round results!
  5. Welcome to the Halftime show, brought to you by “Prince.”
  6. How trades work
  7. A tale of two Trades.
  8. What did I learn?
  9. Shoulda Coulda Woulda Didn’t. Fantasizing about an alternate Fantasy Football Universe.
  10. Acceptance: The Bowl Game:
  11. Against all odds…
  12. In the end, it’s random.
  13. What’s the point of all this?
  14. The Fantasy playoffs are over. Back to Real Football. The real-life playoffs start on the 14th. Let’s check back in on the Packers-Lions.
  15. 8:27 PM: THE SEAHAWKS MADE IT INTO THE PLAYOFFS, Thanks to a win by the Detroit Lions! Onto the Super Wildcard Round versus the San Francisco 49ers!



sto·​chas·​tic stə-ˈka-stik  




specificallyinvolving a random variable

stochastic process


involving chance or probabilityPROBABILISTIC

stochastic model of radiation-induced mutation

Fantasy Football is, essentially… Stochastic.

You can plan your team and research players, matchups, and min-max all you want, but in the end, your team’s fate and the performance of each player are determined by real-life game performances by the NFL players. Sometimes you get lucky, and a non-star player has a huge game. Sometimes you aren’t; the player gets injured, or the opposing team’s defense clicks that game and doesn’t allow them to perform well. In the worse case, your player doesn’t do well and gets injured. On rare occasions, something happens in real life that affects both teams playing. It’s the rarest of rare events that nobody can see coming. The most stochastic, the most random of events… Life.

For the most part, you can rely on star players. It’s why in the NFL, they are paid millions of dollars a year to play a sport. They have rare physical and elite football knowledge. These are athletes that train their entire lives to reach the NFL. In fantasy, it’s why they have a high value, according to the game creators. But it is gambling.

In the end, it’s random.

First-round results!

The first thing to know about the NFL postseason is that, typically, your season is over once you lose. Your record to that point doesn’t mean anything once the games start. Once the postseason begins, each team that makes it in has a record of 0-0, no matter their in-season record.

Picture of's fantasy league section. The scoreboard of results from round one of the playoff bracket for fantasy.
The round one of the playoffs scoreboard.

I lost.

Since my lineups for the season were set, and no more roster moves were to be made, I stopped paying attention. My Season was over, even though I was going to the consultation bracket. Maybe I could get third place, but that felt like settling. I was bargaining for outcomes that could have, should have, and would have happened instead of accepting the loss. I was upset because I spent the whole season totally invested in my team, doing everything I could to win, making 96 transaction moves between deciding my lineup, picking up players, and making trades. My opponent made one. He auto-drafted his team. I chose every player myself. It didn’t feel fair. I only know the word Stochastic because I was reading r/fantasyfootball on Reddit to cope and find others in the same situation.

I put meaning to a random mathematical process.

I know from my therapy journey that it’s okay to feel strong emotions. This Fantasy Football season was meaningful to me, and was further exciting because I was successful at it. For it to end like this is naturally upsetting.

Right after the game was decided, I congratulated my opponent in Slack. He didn’t respond, but it felt good to do the right thing.

Next was my own grief to deal with this situation.

Shock, Denial, Depression, Bargaining, Anger, Acceptance.

Ugh, I need a distraction. What a perfect time for Halftime.

But first, How the playoff format changed from how it was at the beginning of the season, where the top four teams played in the top bracket instead of six. Second a story about the mid-season bargaining stage of Fantasy Football… The trade deadline and two trades I was part of:

CONTINUED IN Quarter 2 (PAGE 2): “Halftime.”

(This is a joke. NFL games are 4 quarters long)

2nd Seed; The last two weeks… Fantasy Football episode 2.

Picture of the NFL Lombardi trophy given to the winner of the Super Bowl.
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This is part 2 of a series of posts about my experience in my work fantasy football league for this NFL season. You can read the previous post below:

Part 1:

Week 13, the battle for the second-best league record and the second playoff seed.

The matchup of the year. My team record is 9 wins and 3 losses. My Opponent’s record is 10 wins and 2 losses. He is the commish of the league and put this all together. It is week 13 out of 14 of the fantasy football season. Weeks 14-17 are the playoffs.

I want to win to get the second-seed spot in the playoffs and earn a BYE or a week where I don’t have to face a top 4 team with the potential to lose. I want to win the league championship. If I don’t earn a BYE and have to meet one of the other lower-record top-four teams, I may have a bad week and lose, or despite my team doing well, I could still lose because their team has a record week. The latter is a distinct possibility because those teams are managed better, and my coworkers chose better players because they are invested.

Song of the Post: Rollin'(Air raid vehicle) by Limp Bizkit

The only way through is to…

‘Just win, Baby!’

Quote by: Al Davis, the famous late former owner of The Raiders NFL team.

The final result? Victory! 137.82 – 100.04

I had some luck with how games played out, and one of my bench players had a solid performance at a key spot.

Our season points gap is 58.36. This means that I have to score 58.36 more points than this team to earn the 2nd seed and BYE week if we both win and end up with a tied record. This a likely outcome seeing as his Opponent is 2- 11 with multiple players off this week on an NFL BYE (which in the NFL context means that the team has the week off. Every team earns 1 BYE week during the season. There is also a Bye week later on in the NFL playoffs), and my Opponent which is 4-9 with a full roster, but not as strong as mine. Both of us Playoff teams in the race for 2nd seed have faced these same opponents before and won. I don’t foresee an upset for my rival team since his Opponent hasn’t been active with his roster this fantasy season.

Now to do my part and hopefully overcome that gap!

The Gap: 58.36 or an upset loss. Week 14, the last week of the regular fantasy season, remains. This week determines two teams’ fates for the 2nd seed.

I would have to score 58.36 more points than my rival team to earn the second playoff spot in the final week. This is a tall order, considering how well his team is constructed. But anything can happen in Fantasy Football from week to week. All it takes is 1-3 players having an astounding week, or the whole team does well. Or My rival has an awful week. We will see. In summary, to win the 2nd seed spot: I have to have a terrific week and score at least 59 more points than my rival, I have a great week, and my rival has a poor week, or more unlikely… My Rival loses to a team with two starters on bye with an opponent who has had 11 losses because he doesn’t manage his team.

Week 14

The final week of the regular Fantasy Football Season.

As you can see in the photo above, I had a fantastic week and won. A key detail, and why I chose to take a picture of my bench, is the player E(van) Engram. I picked him up off the waiver wire because my starting Tight End, David Njoku, had injuries to his ankles and knees and didn’t practice much during the week. At 940am on Sunday, Njoku was cleared to play. I put Njoku back in the starting lineup. He had a fantastic week of 18.7 points… Which is in the entire player productions for Tight Ends. I was debating whether to put Engram in the lineup in the second Flex spot since he was facing a favorable matchup, and Isiah Pacheco, a solid RB, is facing a more formidable opponent’s defense. Ultimately, I figured they would have about the same point production.

Naturally, Engram had a record week of 39.2 points. 😐 Which would have been enough for me to grab the second seed spot. Sigh. The final gap was 21 points. If I had started Engram, I would have had 27 more points. That’s just the way it is.

The season results?

My team is the third seed. I will have a harder path to winning in the playoffs. First, I have to win this week. If I lose, my season is over. There is a consultation bracket, but I don’t care about that. If I win, there is a rumor that the prize is an ounce of weed. But I don’t want that. I have too much already. If I win, I plan on splitting the prize and giving it to everyone in the league. The real prize is the social bonds formed this season because of the shared activity. I learned things about myself. I had an interesting subculture to write about and something to look forward to on the weekends. I’m considering doing this again in the next NFL season.

Onto the playoffs!

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On any given Fantasy Football Sunday

The image above is previous weeks fantasy football score

This post’s title is a play on the movie Any Given Sunday. This movie is alright if you like American Football. This speech delivered by Al Pacino, who stars in the movie is pretty good.

The picture above is week 6 of our works fantasy football score between a coworker and me.

I was ahead in points 107.92 to 86.26 and won because the running back he has waiting to play, Jamaal Williams, is on the NFL injured list. He has one other player who is not playing -Tight End Darren Waller- whose team is on a Bye or a week off this week. These are choices… In this case, my intention was not to do anything by my co-worker. He was asked to participate in the fantasy football league because we needed at least 10 people. So, he was there for the draft and set his roster back in September before the NFL season. He is 1-4 after 5 games, and I am 4-1 after 5. His registration is decent, and he had a good chance of winning against me this week, but he did not because he joined because my coworkers and I were more invested in playing Fantasy Football this NFL season.

If he had changed J. Williams and Waller for another player, he might have beaten me. I ended up squeaking by with the win. That gap in points at those roster spots was small enough to hit.

What is Fantasy Football?

Fantasy Football
Kinda, lol.

From Sports Illustrated:

Fantasy football … That thing everyone talks about around the water cooler. Well, fantasy football is a game that allows you to be the owner, GM and coach of your very own football team. Competing against your friends, you draft a team made up of NFL players and based on their on-field performance in a given week, you score points. For example, if you have Lamar Jackson on your team and he throws a touchdown, your team scores points. Add up all the points and the team with the most at the end of the NFL week is the winner. Not too complicated, right? Well, maybe, maybe not.

In addition to drafts at the start of the season, there are also auction leagues. This is another league type that will be further explained later. As the game has grown, the complexity has grown along with it. But at the end of the day, your team competes in a league typically composed of 10 or 12 teams. Each week, you go head-to-head against a different team.

If a player is struggling, you can release him, just like in the NFL. You can trade with other teams. And if no one has a player on their team, they are available to be added to your roster from the waiver wire.

Just like the NFL, your league has a postseason as well. The fantasy playoffs are usually played from Weeks 14-16. In the final week, a champion is crowned! You can play for fun, you can play for money. Either way, that’s fantasy football!”

Why play Fantasy Football?

It’s a way to connect with people. I am connecting with people at work who like the NFL or want to be part of a group activity. I like stats, things that require attention to detail; I grew up in the Moneyball era of baseball, and I love fantasy sports-themed manager games such as the Out of the Park Baseball Series and Front Office Football 7 (Between these two PC game series, I have probably have played about 6000 hours over the past 13 years… When I had problems finding consistent work), so this is right up my alley. And I get to play against other people around work. A needed boon for my social life and deepening relationships with others at work. I wouldn’t be surprised if this resulted in friendships later on.

Suppose you have a competitive streak like I do. In that case, you can have an edge on your league mates by reading NFL news, watching videos on Youtube by long-time Fantasy Football channels, reading blogs dedicated to the different styles of leagues, or subscribing to services such as ESPN+ to get expert takes.

Nobody really is an expert in this. The stats estimate each player’s value, or what they feel based on observation, past experience playing this game, or making decisions based on team and player news; in a nutshell, it’s gambling. Some Fantasy leagues are gambling, others for the fun of it. As the season continues, however, you start to get an idea if players can succeed after enough stats have accumulated. So, if a star player goes against a poor defense or a poor defender, you can assume they will produce points.

Naturally, I did research before our league draft was held.

How are points scored?

“In a standard league, the eight players on a team’s active roster earn points based on the statistics they generate in actual NFL games. These fantasy points are added together for a weekly team score. Statistics from bench players do NOT earn fantasy points. The winner of an fantasy football game is the team with more points earned for the week (two weeks for playoff games). In the event that both you and your opponent accumulate the same number of points, a tie will be awarded. No playoff game can end in a tie (see the Playoffs page for more information).

Quarterbacks (QB), Running Backs (RB), Wide Receivers (WR), Tight Ends (TE)

6 pts per rushing or receiving TD
6 pts for player returning kick/punt for TD
6 pts for player returning or recovering a fumble for TD
4 pts per passing TD
2 pts per rushing or receiving 2 pt conversion (note: teams do not receive points
for yardage gained during the conversion)
2 pts per passing 2 pt conversion
1 pt per 10 yards rushing or receiving
1 pt per 25 yards passing

Bonus Points
2 pts per rushing or receiving TD of 40 yards or more
2 pts per passing TD of 40 yards or more
(note: the player must score a touchdown to score the points)

Penalty Points
-2 pts per intercepted pass
-2 pts per fumble lost

Kickers (K)
5 pts per 50+ yard FG made
4 pts per 40-49 yard FG made
3 pts per FG made, 39 yards or less
2 pts per rushing, passing, or receiving 2 pt conversion
1 pt per Extra Point made
Penalty Points
-2 pts per missed FG (0-39 yds)
-1 pt per missed FG (40-49 yds)
(note: a missed FG includes any attempt that is blocked, deflected, etc.)

Defensive/Special Teams (D)

3 pts per defensive or special teams TD
2 pts per interception
2 pts per fumble recovery (Note: includes a fumble by the opposing team out of the end zone)
2 pts per blocked punt, PAT, or FG (Note: a deflected kick of any kind does not receive points)
2 pts per safety
1 pt per sack”

Each play in an NFL game by players who meet these requirements are given points based on the above criteria.

Week 8 of fantasy football
An example of having a bad week. I did have players on the bench who performed well, but this is the result. Sometimes there’s nothing you can do.
In Fantasy Football, sometimes you become a clown meme
Some weeks are like this. 🤡

Who is my team?

Starting Fantasy Football lineup:

  • Quarterback (QB): Patrick Mahomes. Kansas City Chiefs. 5th overall at his position, but can be the best in the NFL when he’s on.
  • Running back 1(RB): Joe Mixon. Cincinnati Bengals. 14th overall in points at this position.
  • Running back 2: Raheem Mostert. Miami Dolphins. 27th overall at his position. I picked him up on waivers September 21st. Been solid since.
  • Wide Reciever 1(WR): Justin Jefferson. Minnesota Vikings. 5th overall at position, and was the 5th overall pick in the first round in our initial draft.
  • Wide Receiver 2: Amon-Ra St. Brown. Detroit Lions. 28th overall at his position, but has been injured a few games this year. When healthy is one of the top 10.
  • Tight End (TE): Hayden Hurst. Cincinnati Bengals. While a waiver pickup, and my backup or Flex Tight End, and 11th in points, Hurst is my starting player this week because starter George Kittle is on Bye (or off week). One of the better waiver pickups I’ve made thanks to information by ESPN.
  • Flex spot 1: Allen Lazard. Green Bay Packers. 36th overall at Wide Receiver. Before the season when I chose him during the draft, I thought that he would be higher up based on being on a team with legendary QB Aaron Rogers. He has been solid, but not a top end player I expected. Oh well.
  • Flex spot 2: Khalil Herbert. Chicago Bears. 20th at position. Picked up on waivers on Monday…. Started him today, and he didn’t do well.
  • Defense (DEF): Buffalo Bills. Each fantasy team chooses one NFL team defense to have as a starter. 3rd overall at position.
  • Kicker (K): Daniel Carlson. Las Vegas Raiders. 5th at position, been great all year.

Fantasy Football Bench:

  • Bench 1: George Kittle. Tight End. San Francisco 49ers. 12th overall in points, usually my starting TE. Is on a BYE week.
  • Bench 2: Garret Wilson. Wide Receiver. New York Jets. 32nd overall at position, a rookie player, but is looking good lately.
  • Bench 3: Romeo Doubs. Wide Receiver. Green Bay Packers. 40th overall at position. Got him on waivers, but I’m not sure with his team offense being strangely inconsistent this year.
  • Bench 4: Alec Pierce. Wide Receiver. Indianapolis Colts. 49th at position. Another wavier add.
  • Bench 5: Pat Freiermuth. Tight End. Pittsburgh Steelers. 9th at position. On Bye, a great waiver add.
  • Bench 6: Isiah Pacheco. Running Back. Kansas City Chiefs. 66th at position. Waiver add. From what I’ve read, he could be a good late season pickup as The Chiefs like him as their top RB.
  • Bench 7: George Pickens. Wide Reciever. Pittsburgh Steelers. 51 at position. Wavier add. But looking to be the top Wide receiver on the Steelers.
  • Injury reserve: Jameson Williams. Wide Receiver. Detroit Lions. Has been injured all year with an ACL injury, but is looking to be back in in December. Was the 12th overall pick in the 2022 NFL draft by the Lions, and was known as a really good WR in college, so hes a gamble pick for December.

Team name

The team name that I chose is a reference to the anime One Piece. It currently has 1,039 episodes and has been published as a manga or comic in Japan since July 1997. It’s an epic fantasy set in an ocean punk world, and the story is maybe 70-80 complete. Only the author knows.

The name is specifically the devil fruit of the main character Monkey D Luffy. Gomu gomu no mi, or Gum Gum fruit in English is a magical fruit that gives the person who eats it in that story a specific magical power. In Luffys case, he becomes a rubber man with the properties of rubber.

Luffy eating the gum gum fruit
Luffy eating the gum gum fruit, and my team logo.

My teams current overall record is 6-2 on week 9. Which is 2nd place in my division, and tired for 2nd best record in the league. That might change after today as I am in a close match with a team who has a record of 5-3 with a good roster. We will know after the 520pm game.

Update: it is 511pm and my opponent is ahead 140.42 to 140.2, and we both have a star player left to play. If I don’t score at least 0.43 points than my coworker, I will lose by the smallest margin this season. I am wishing that my Star player, Patrick Mahomes and his team The Kansas City Chiefs defense can stop Derrick Henry of the Tennessee Titans. It could go either way, as Henry is the focus of the Titans Offense.


This will be the first part of two posts, maybe 3?, about this Fantasy Football Season at work. I haven’t written much in the past few months due to my health, and had to prioritize that, so we will see how many and how often I post. I am hoping for at least 1 post a week for now. Finding time while working a full time job, and dealing with long covid, the smokey weather, and self care has been tough. The forest fire smoke has been gone for a couple weeks, its finally cold, and I am starting to feel healthier again.

The Mariners 2022 ALDS… (Part 3 of 3)

Picture of Tmobile field from the right field seats in section 107. Game 3 of the 2022 ALDS Houston Astros at Seattle Mariners, 10/15/22
A picture from my seat in right field at T Mobile field, before the game. Game 3 2022 ALDS.

This is part 3 of a series about the Mariners Postseason exploits.

Part 2:

Part 1:

The Mariners 2022 ALDS… Part 3

Song of the post: Roundabout by Yes

Game 2:

Thursday had much different energy going into work on the eve of Game 2 compared to Tuesday morning. In game One, The Mariners played very well and held the lead to 2 outs in the 9th inning. One more out, and it would have been different. But it wasn’t different. We lost on a walk-off home run. That is the most devastating way to lose in Baseball… Because the game ends right there after your team has been ahead for hours in the game, and there is nothing you can do. And it happened in the postseason, where every game counts. Our team was now playing from behind in the series. It is a best of 5 round, after all.

Some baseball games are fast, some are slow. This game was a pitchers duel, and the runs are scored fast.

This was a pitching gem by Mariners Pitcher Luis Castillo; two home runs ruined that by Astros hitters Kyle Tucker and Jordan Alvarez. The Mariners kept it interesting but couldn’t overcome the Astros. They had a couple of opportunities with runners on base but were stopped by the Astros bullpen pitchers. We couldn’t keep up or come back.

Astros 4, Mariners 2.

Which brings us to today, October 15th. Game 3 is at 1:07pm in Seattle at Tmobile Park. I am going there to see it!

With us being down two games. It is now time for a changeup. (A baseball reference for a type of pitch that is slower with different movements to fool the batter into swinging for a strike or to make an out). It’s time to retire the old Ichiro Jersey and buy a new one for the new generation of players. Since I will be going to the park for the game, I plan on purchasing a jersey of young star Julio Rodriguez at the ballpark team store. I could use a new Mariners ball cap too.

Out with the old, in with the new. (I’ll be hanging the Ichiro jersey back in the closet.)

Superstition & a sacrifice to the Ms “God”

Before the game, on a whim, I decided to make a prayer and tribute to the mystery man who named the Mariners Roger Szmodis. When Major League Baseball awarded the newly established team in 1977, the team contacted Roger Szmodis to give him season tickets as a prize. He never contacted them back. The following PR director tried to find this person, but his one lead of a man living in Pennsylvania did not get him back either. So, for the sake of this post and Mariner’s history… Szmodis is the God of the Mariners. Because nobody knows if the person exists.

I’m not a superstitious person, or a religious person. I’ve never done something that follows.

Baseball is a superstitious sport. Batters and pitchers are famous for having their quirks to prepare themselves to be ready to hit or deliver a pitch… Here is an example:

This is not an endorsement of arson

This is fine

I decided to write a prayer to Roger Szmodis, and burn it at a Mariners “holy site”… The site being a place where one stadium was burned down and another stadium was built on -Sicks Stadium- Now a Lowe’s store. My intial plan was to do the tribute, then drive back and park near the Columbia City light rail station and catch the light rail to the game. There is a stop about 2 blocks from the stadiums downtown, so it makes sense to ride it there. There is no free parking downtown. A round trip is about $5. But first, the tribute.

The historic site of Sick’s Stadium or Lowe’s home improvement is a short drive from where I live. Sick’s Stadium used to be the home of the Seattle Pilots before they were relocated to. Milwaukee and renamed to The Brewers.

The only people who could see the mischief I was up to was the Amigos hanging out on the edge of the property. The immigrant men who sit by home improvement stores hoping that someone hires them for work.

I parked in the farthest spot I could and lit the paper with a lighter from the drivers side of my car. It took a little effort. I had to ignite it a few times, but I got it done without incident.

I decided to pay for parking and drove to T-mobile Park. I figured: what the hell? I was giggling about tithe absurdity of what I just did to help the Mariners win.

Take me out to the ballpark

A map of T-Mobile Field

It was a warm, humid October day. The air smelled of burnt wood from the forest fire smog. To be safe I decided to double mask. Even though Thursday was two weeks after I got the new Covid booster and flu shot.

(Be sure to get the newest Coronavirus vaccine and boosters, people! The pandemic isn’t over yet!) LONG COVID SUCKS!

Two hours before the game, it was packed. The energy is electric. As I walked around the street level in ‘The Pen’ area of the stadium, every so often, a “Let’s go Mariners” chant would erupt with cheers and clapping in time. People were shoulder to shoulder and moved like migrating birds as some stood in line at concessions, others getting their bearing, and some taking it all in.

Line buddy and line bro code.

Had a short conversation with a guy in line while waiting to buy a jersey and hat at the store located behind ‘The Pen’ section of the stadium.

The line guy was about my age and build and a bit inebriated. Said his uncle wanted him to get him a beer. He decided to get something for himself on the way– a teal Julio Rodriguez jersey.

I said: “Hey, it’s the post season.” He couldn’t hear me over the excited volume of the crowd. I repeated myself. He smiled and we high fived.

After a going through the store line twice, once to find what I wanted, and once to pay, I bought a white Julio Rodriguez jersey and extra large dark blue cap. $200. Pricey, but worth it. It’s the first jersey I’ve bought. The second Ms cap. (not sure what happened to the previous hat).

Selfie of me at Game 3 of the ALDS at Tmobile field. Me, dolled up at my sweet seat.
Me, dolled up at my sweet seat.

Game 3!

The pregame festivities began with former pitcher and Mariners royalty Felix Hernandez walked in from the bullpen to throw the ceremonial first pitch. The sold out stadium became LOUD. Louder than I have ever heard it at a Mariners game before. I or anyone else in the stadium didn’t know it then, but it would become a typical Felix style start. A game for the ages.

The last Mariners game I went to, was in 2014 on the last day of the season when The M’s were one game out of the Wildcard race. My uncle invited me to go with my cousin and my uncles brother. Win 1 game, and hope that division rival Oakland loses, and we were going to the post season. Starting was our best Pitcher Felix Hernandez. It was a close game, and Felix was brilliant through 5 innings… But it wasn’t enough. I learned on an overhead tv while buying food that our season was over and that Oakland had won. It would be the closest that Felix Hernandez would ever come to the playoffs in his career, all played as a Mariner.

On Saturday pregame, Felix was hyped, the crowd was hyped, and the Mariners players were hyped.

I bought a chicken tenders meal with garlic fries that had way too much garlic. I like garlic, but this had like half a cup of warm garlic for a extra large serving of fries. Also pricey. I’m glad I got the refill drink.

This was a classic pitching duel. An all time classic that had you on the edge of your seat and chanting “K” for strikeout pretty much every inning. For the entire game and into the night, the stadium was covered by a smokey haze due to forest fire smoke blowing into town. The sky later in the game was a hazy red.

6+ hours later…

After getting up to cheer many times for strikeouts and long fly balls, after a gem by Center Fielder Julio Rodriguez to make a diving catch out, we got to the top of the 18th inning. Everyone was exhausted. I heard people ask: “Who wants this more?” “Don’t they want to win?” I was ready to stay as long as it took. On the 15 inning, I opened my phone to search: What is the longest MLB playoff game? It was 18 innings, and had happened twice before, both involving the Astros. Three times during the game, before the 18th, the Mariners managed to get runners on base and into scoring position, but had failed to drive them in to score. The Astro Pitchers were matching the Mariners Pitchers every step of the way. At the 18th, the Astros had used 8 pitchers, and the Mariners were on their 9th pitcher with one remaining. Something had to give.

In the 18th inning, Shortstop Jeremy Pena hit a blast to centerfield. A home run. The Astros now led 1-0. Not impossible to overcome by the Mariners, but after this marathon and how the game was to this point… The tension was palpable and all us Mariners fans were exhausted.

We would have one more chance to score. Their pitcher, usual starter Luis Garcia had already thrown about 100 pitches and 4 innings by this point, so he was feeling the fatigue and vulnerable. All it took was 1 run however we could. Kelenic, Crawford, and Rodriguez were to bat. We have to score now or the season is over. And…

🙃😑 We lost.

The game was 6 hours and 22 minutes. 18 innings long. It was the third longest playoff game of all time. 17 and 2/3rds set a new record for the most scoreless innings by both teams. Forty-two combined strikeouts by both teams. That meant 42/54 of the total outs were strikeouts. We fans were up cheering for each one… One for the Mariners hitters, and 1 for the pitchers.

Game over. Playoffs over. Season over. The home playoff losing streak continues. What a game!

Post game thoughts…

All in all, my best efforts, my cheering, towel waving, clapping, tribute, and superstition didn’t work out. That is baseball. That’s life. I did my part and went above and beyond as a fan. By far the longest baseball game I have ever been to. A disappointing end to a marathon. I’m glad I bought the tickets, bought the jersey, hat, and food. I’m happy for the experience. My throat is sore from cheering for roughly 6.22 okay, like 5 hours considering breaks, and I can barely talk.

For the first time in a long time, next season for The Seattle Mariners looks bright. Most of our players are young or under contract, and not too many players will become free agents. According to the sports media I follow ( & ESPN), the team has budget space to spend more.

Onto 2023!

The Mariners 2022 ALDS, Game 1. (Part 2 of 3)

This is part 2 of a series about the Seattle Mariners baseball team Postseason. The other parts are linked below:

Part 3, the conclusion:

Part 1, The beginning:

The Seattle Mariners post season story continues…

I write this on Thursday, October 13th. When I last wrote, the Mariners had a miraculous come back victory against the Toronto Blue Jays in the American League Wild Card series. A best of three. The Mariners won 2/3 and advanced to the American League Division Series to face the Houston Astros.

Game 1 was on Monday.

Houston, having the better season record and the best in the American League, has home field advantage in this series. Three out of a possible five games would be played there. Generally, teams have a better record at their home stadium. This means that the Mariners would have a steeper mountain to climb on their path to the World Series.

The World Series is the penultimate series of 5-7 games that determine the best team in baseball. The two teams that make the post season from the American and National League face each other for a trophy and championship. The winner is the best team that season.

Climbing mountains ain’t a problem here. Seattle is surrounded by mountains. Most days you can see Mount Rainier. You can see Mount Rainer or the Cascades from T-Mobile Park, where the Mariners play home games. The Triple A affiliate, Tacoma Rainiers are named after the mountain. Maybe this is why the mariners have played better when the stakes have been so high before and won. They needed to climb a mountain.

Picture of Mt Rainier from a couple of years ago at the National Park.
Picture of Mt Rainier from a couple of years ago at the National Park.

The Mountain

Picture of the 2022 MLB post-season bracket. Divisional round.


The Houston Astros won 107 games this season. They are 55-26 at home. Against the Mariners, they have a 12-7 record on the season. Allowed only 65 runs in those games. Scored 75. Source. Since 2013, they have been the team to beat to become champion.

We wouldn’t have it any other way. This year, this postseason, it’s personal.

Game one, best of 5, ALDS at Houston.

I was pumped going into this game Monday. That Saturday comeback win exorcised demons. It uplifted me and healed years of letdowns from watching the mariners lose so much or choke late in the season. Bring it on, Astros.

The Mariners started strong, with 6 runs through the 4th inning. But the Astros kept it close, scoring three off a solid start by pitcher Logan Gilbert. The bullpens took over, and while the Astros kept getting hits, no runs were scored. The mariners added another run in the 7th inning, and the score was Mariners 7, Astros 3.

The Astros struck back with a single, then a 2-run Homerun by Alex Bregman. The score was Mariners 7, Astros 5 after 8 innings.

The Mariners had a chance to add on in the top of the 9th… But we’re easily put away by Raphael Montero.

Bottom of the 9th, Astros to bat. Mariners pitcher got the first hitter out on 2 pitches with a ground out. 1 out. Hensley to pitch hit. After 7 pitches, he was hit by the 8th and got on base as the potential tie run. Next batter, All star Jose Altuve was struck out. 2 outs. Short stop Jeremy Pena worked a 1 ball 2 strike at bat into a single. 2 runners on. 2 outs.

Manager Scott Servais changes pitchers from Pat Sewald to Robbie Ray, usually a starter with not much relief experience. Unusual but can happen in the post season. Up to bat, Slugger and top hitter in the major leagues… Jordan Alvarez.

Alvarez already had 2 RBIs this game. One swing can can end the game for Houston as he has serious power. He hit 37 home runs in the regular season.

2 runners on, 2 outs. The second pitch…

Alvarez hots a home run and ends the game. Astros 8, Mariners 7. Fuck. So close and we have our hearts ripped out at the bottom of the 9th…

We lose game 1.🙁

My Oh My! Mariners! (Part 1 of 3)

This is a jersey of star player, and sure fire MLB hall of fame outfielder, #51 Ichiro Suzuki. It's 21 years old and was purchased by my dad. He would die 2 years later... Never to see the Mariners go to the postseason again. I've worn it a handful of times since when I would go to Mariners games. It's been hanging in my closet since 2013.
This is a jersey of star player, and sure fire MLB hall of fame outfielder, #51 Ichiro Suzuki. It’s 21 years old and was purchased by my dad. He would die 2 years later… Never to see the Mariners go to the postseason again. I’ve worn it a handful of times since when I would go to Mariners games. It’s been hanging in my closet since 2013.

Finally… After 21 years, The Seattle Mariners are in the MLB playoffs.

  1. Finally… After 21 years, The Seattle Mariners are in the MLB playoffs.
  2. The last playoff series… 21 years ago.
  3. A brief explanation of how baseball works.
  4. Baseball team roster construction in a nutshell
  5. The short playoff history of The Mariners:
  6. An overview of the current MLB postseason format
  7. An oral account of the 2022 American League Wildcard Series: The Seattle Mariners vs The Toronto Blue Jays
  8. The Result?

This is my longest post to date and I am proud of it. I hope you enjoy it!

It’s been hard to be a Seattle Mariners baseball fan. If this was a relationship with a person you would say the fan is in an abusive relationship. So many times you have hope or get a glimmer of the thing you fell in love with, only to be let down, only to have your heart broken.

For years now, they (the Mariners) have said they will change. That this year is different. This year will be the one where they get it together. Then they fail the last week of the season and miss the playoffs. One time was out of their control in 2014 when they had to have everything go right, win one game at the end of the season and have another team lose one game, the Oakland Athletics, to get in. It wasn’t to be and they were eliminated despite winning 87 games. The last time it felt it was the year we would get to the world series and likely win it all, was in 2001, when The Mariners tied a record 116 wins in a season, in a miracle season, only to make it to the American League Championship Series to face the New York Yankees.

The same Yankees were a Dynasty team that had won the World Series in 1996, 1998, 1999, and 2000. And go to the postseason pretty much every year… The 2001 playoff match-up against the Yankees was noteworthy because it was after 9/11. The Mariners never had a chance. Even though the Mariners had an all-time win record that year, and were favored before the attacks happened, it was not likely that they would win. Somebody loses in sports since only one team can be champion. And teams generally do well when motivated or after tragedy strikes in their hometown. This series was about 1 month after 9/11 took place.

The last playoff series… 21 years ago.

It was a bittersweet series. As a Mariners fan, I do not like the Yankees… As a young sports fan, I had a hunch the Mariners weren’t going to beat the Yanks. Not after 9/11 happened and some of the games would take place in New York City. As if an experienced, multiple-recent World Series winner needed more motivation.

Unfortunately, I was right as the final score was Seattle Mariners 2 wins, Yankees 4 games in 6 games. It was satisfying to see ex-Mariner Randy Johnson and The Arizona Diamondbacks beat the Yankees in 7 games in the world series… But I thought next season we would be back.

The Yankees beat us twice in the ALCS in 2000 and 2001 within 6 games. Yes, there were reasons to watch games, with players such as Ichiro (pronounced EE chee Row) who would get base hits in the style of players from the dead-ball era and run full speed to first base every time he made contact an impact in the infield. Or make spectacular plays from the outfield. Or watch Felix Hernandez paint corners, and dominate games as a pitcher by himself as a young phenom, showing up every start, despite getting no run support. Or for the love of the game baseball, where you might see something that has never happened before on any given day. At times, it was fun to watch them lose as there was a hope for the future as draft picks accumulated and you hoped that young prospects would pan out.

But, as hopes fade. As the loss piles up. As watching loses meaning… It’s natural as a human to put your attention elsewhere. While I never gave up hope, as the heartbreak added up… I had to love them at a distance. Over these 21 years, the M’s did try every possible way to succeed, yet still failed.

A brief explanation of how baseball works.

Baseball, at its core, is a battle between a hitter and a pitcher. One team comes to the plate to hit to score runs, and one team defends. Each inning is made up of 3 outs that make up 1 inning. One game is a minimum of 9 innings. To make an Out, you must either: A) strike out a batter in 3 strikes, or the batter hits the ball to the field of play, which the defense records 1 Out. Each team takes turns on offense and defense, and whoever has the most runs after 9 innings wins. Unless it is a tie, and the game goes on. Each batter has 3 strikes or 4 balls to advance to a base. 3 bases hold runners, which if they reach the 4th base, home plate are counted as a run. The ball begins with the Pitcher, who throws a pitch to the catcher over home plate. Th outcome which is determined by an umpire if it is a ball or a strike.

Each team has 9 players: a pitcher, a catcher, a first baseman, a second baseman, a shortstop, a third baseman, a left fielder, a center fielder, a right fielder, or a designated hitter. In modern baseball, a designated hitter typically hits for the pitcher.
When a batter makes contact with the ball, and it falls in fair ground, it is a: single, double, or triple. If it is hit out of play and not a foul ball, it is a home run. Which counts for 1-4 runs, depending on how many runners are on base.

More into details Here.

This is a basic visual demonstration of baseball as shown by Bugs Bunny lol.

Baseball team roster construction in a nutshell

Baseball players are chosen by teams every year in the MLB draft, signed Internationally as a teenager, or from other professional baseball leagues to a contract that ties them to the team that marks them for a certain amount of seasons. After that period, they are allowed to be “Free agents” and can sign with any team for any amount of money and seasons, depending on their talent and production. This right to choose where to play was a hard-earned right by Curt Flood and the Players union. While I am pro-union and for the right to work for whomever you want for the pay you feel you deserve for your talents and skills… Professional Athlete compensation is absurd. Only so because there are still so many problems with the world, and the owners of the teams and entertainment industry are owned by the 1%. As I grow older, my least favorite part of professional sports is already millionaire athletes whining about pay when they choose to sign those long deals. This isn’t as much of a common thing in the baseball zeitgeist compared to the NFL… But I digress. I simply enjoy watching these professional games, these sports, the athletes, the strategy, and the expression of humanity.

This is relevant because each team has a different budget depending on the team ownership structure. Some owners spend more money to build a team, and some groups, such as the New York Yankees, are well known in the sport as spending as much as possible because they are deemed to be in a large media market. In professional baseball’s history, most team budgets have reflected the media market they are located in. Since about the 1990s, however, this has not been the case as much, with billionaires living all over the US and World and Television expanding the media markets across states. This means that sometimes you will have a wealthy owner who wants to win it all, and will spend hundreds of millions of dollars to acquire top talents, such as the Florida Marlins in the mid 90s, and the Detroit Tigers in the mid to early aughts. This isn’t a guarantee of winning a title, as at times, the lower budget teams such as the 2003 Florida Marlins win it all. That is the beauty of sports. Some times smart teams find players without spending the most amount of money, and do well evaluating other teams that are “richer”. Or simply play the sport better when it matters most. The Seattle Mariners have usually been around the middle of the pack in team spending during my life, with times the payroll has been higher, and others where its lower.

Other times, it all goes wrong or doesn’t work out… No matter how well the team roster is constructed, how much money is spent– High or low– Or the baseball gods determine that it is not your season. Or when you are a Mariners fan, Murphy’s law happens, and what can go wrong goes wrong.

The short playoff history of The Mariners:

A picture from the Seattle Mariners webpage of team Postseason Results over time.

The graphic above is only part of the Mariner’s postseason history. That first playoff run in 1995 is stuff of legend. I’m pretty sure the writers for the baseball movie Major League ripped off aspects of it and set it in Cleveland. Which is further reason to hate that team and adds to the rivalry. Which might be another curse on them. Curse alluding to a reason why they haven’t won a World Series in a long time.

In 1995 The Mariners were in a stadium falling apart and team owners were threatening to move the team someplace in Florida. ( I don’t remember all of the fine details as I was 9 years old, and just started playing baseball around that time.) A measure was put on the ballot for King County (the County where Seattle is located) to decide if public funds should be used to fund a new stadium with a sales tax increase. The first round, in September 1995, voters said NO. The Mariners squeaked in the playoffs with a tie on the last game of the season with division rival California Angels (Now The Los Angeles Angels… Who play in Anaheim, California. Yeah its weird). Their fate would be determined in game 163, which was then how which team would advance into the new wildcard round against the New York Yankees. The Mariners won. They advanced to the ALDS, and now a second voting measure for a stadium was on the line with the thinnest of margins. How they played would determine their fate.

This 24 minute youtube video does an amazing job covering that playoff run:

After 2001, there were a couple seasons which they were in the Playoff hunt.

In 2003, they were in the race until August, when they lost 6 in a row, and division rival Oakland A’s played better down the stretch.

In 2007, they had a similar run, but choked in September.

2014: The Mariners were in the playoff hunt at the last game of the season, with Ace Pitcher Felix Hernandez pitching. I bought tickets to this game. The Mariners were tied with division rival Oakland on the last game of the season. If Oakland lost, the M’s were in the playoffs. Going in, we had a shot with our best pitcher on the mound. That year, Felix Hernandez was in the race for the top pitcher award, The CY Young award. Therefore we had a good chance if he did well and the lowly Texas Rangers beat Oakland. Felix did his part, and the team and we, as fans had to hope that Oakland lost. In the 5th inning, we learned that our season was over and we missed the playoffs again. Oakland advanced, despite a stellar start by Felix and a great game by the Mariners.

2016 we fell 3 games short of the wildcard spot.

2018 we were far short of rival Oakland athletics which won 97 games to our 89 wins.

All roads through the American League (which the Mariners are part of) lead to exciting matchups. Except for the 1995 miracle season, We have been beaten by the New York Yankees in the playoffs in the 2/3 series. A potential match-up with Cleveland would be interesting as the match up is 1-1. That would happen only if Cleveland beats New York, and we beat the Houston Astros in our ALDS match ups.

This year could be an actual exorcism of demons. There isn’t any past history with the Toronto Blue Jays in the Wildcard round. But they already won World Series Championships in the 90s. They can wait another year. In rounds 2 and 3 of the American League playoffs, we can get back by facing the Houston Astros, who are division rivals… And were caught cheating in the World Series with an elaborate method of stealing signs in 2017. We can face either the New York Yankees or Cleveland Guardians in the ALCS, both teams which have defeated us in the postseason in past years.

First things first is to beat the Toronto Blue Jays, and the Houston Astros.

Which brings us to 2022.

An overview of the current MLB postseason format


This season has an expanded postseason format, meaning that 6 teams qualify for the postseason. The 6 are determined by their season record. If multiple teams have a tied record after 162 games, which can happen, who qualifies is determined by their head-to-head record in the regular season. The teams with a better season-winning record move on to the postseason. With the current season standings, the Mariners move on.

An oral account of the 2022 American League Wildcard Series: The Seattle Mariners vs The Toronto Blue Jays

Game 1:

The series began on Friday, October 7th, at 1:07pm PST. I came to work wearing the Ichiro Jersey at the top of the post. The mid-day start due to the game being in Toronto, Canada meant it would happen when I was at work. No matter. No way I was going to miss the first Mariners postseason game and series in 21 years. The time, 1:07 PM, meant that the game would begin during lunch break. This gave me some time to figure out how to follow the game. At work in our department, we have a significant, my guess, 36-40 inch tv mounted on the wall that is used for displaying work information. 99% of the time, a spreadsheet displays employee trimming production. How many grams each employee has cut for the day/week. We have a loose work environment, so the possibility of watching a live sports game while working would not take away from doing our work. I’m usually either listening to an audiobook or watching a movie on my phone, which is at eye level on a camera stand while trimming weed… So this isn’t that unusual. Looking back, I probably should have asked the owner as a courtesy if he was okay with us doing so ahead of time if we could use the working tv to watch a game. Whoops.

The game was listed on ESPN. So, I opened the ESPN+ app, thinking I could watch it live there. I struck out. It gave a 10-minute preview before I had to sign into a TV provider. Bullshit. So I tried an “alternate” method. Which kind of worked but kept freezing. So, I found the free radio broadcast for my local sports AM station. A base hit! Which was far better than the announcers on TV. There is a special connection, an intimacy, and a unique style that local broadcasters can give to Baseball over the radio. As a long-time fan, it was nice to hear our local announcers finally narrate a playoff game. Nothing like hearing the enthusiasm of Rick Rizzs, Dave Sims, Alex Rivera, Aaron Goldsmith, and former players Dan Wilson and Mike Blowers. These men have been there from 10 to 37 years. They have been there for the highest peaks, the lowest lows, and the weirdness between. They blew away the passable ESPN announcers broadcasting this postseason game.

Each pitch, each foul off the bat, each ball put into play had us in our department at the edge of our seats. My coworker and I were the most into it of the 4 working that Friday. We would cheer or clap with every good result.

A pause for Spanish pronunciation. (A play on a phrase used by Mariners radio broadcasters used during games. They say something like: “Lets take a break for station identification. This is 710 ESPN radio.” and there would be a commercial break.

I can poorly speak Spanish. I took a couple classes in high school. Baseball is an international sport with many leagues and players in spanish speaking countries. Which means that many players natively speak spanish and therefore to say their names correctly, you a little insight. Here is how to pronounce the following names below. Julio Rodriguez is said as Who Lee Oh Rod ree gehz. Eugenio Suarez is said as A (like the letter A) you hen ee oh Swar (Like the word swear without the letter e) ehz. Luis Castillo pronounced as Loo ees Cast ee yo.

And of course you say Cal Raleigh like Cal Rolly.

The tale of the game would be power and getting on base. At the top of the first inning, Rookie sensation Julio Rodriguez was hit by a pitch and got on base. (for a batter to be hit by a pitcher’s pitch means they reach first base) Third Baseman Eugenio Suarez hit a double and drove in Rodriguez to score. Mariners 1, Blue Jays 0. The next hitter was catcher Cal Raleigh, who hit a home run to right field. (which means 2 runs score) Mariners 3, Blue Jays 0. In the 5th inning, Suarez would add one more run through a fielder’s choice, causing a 4th run to score. This was the icing on the cake, as power pitcher Luis Castillo dominated the game with his 100+ MPH fastball and didn’t allow the Blue Jays to score a run on 6 scattered base hits. By the time he lost control in the 8th inning, it was enough for our power closer Andres Munoz who also throws a 100 mph fastball and 90+ slider, to dominate the remaining 1.2 innings of the game or to “close” for the win.

The game sped by and was over a good 20 minutes before the end of shift cleanup.

Game 2:

Game 2 was at 1:07pm in Toronto once more. The new wildcard series is a best of 3. So although the Mariners were amazing in game 1, it was very likely that the Blue Jays would strike back and take game 2. They won 2 more games than the Mariners and known for being a strong hitting team. Game 1 had Castillo and Munoz dominate with pitching. The Blue Jays did manage 7 hits across the zero runs scored. There was no guarantee that The Mariners would win game 2. It would not be an easy path, with Kevin Gausman starting for the Jays. It wouldn’t be easy for the Jays either as Pitcher Robbie Ray took the mound for the Mariners.

The Blue Jays matched yesterday’s box score, 4-0 by the 4th inning with 2 home runs by Right Fielder Teoscar Hernandez, and an RBI single by First Baseman Vladimir Guerrero Jr. Pitcher Robbie Ray was replaced by Matt Brash, who would finish the 4th inning. Blue Jays 4, Mariners 0.

In the top of the 5th, The Mariners scored 1 run after a single by second baseman Adam Frazier, a double after a tough at bat by Designated Hitter Carlos Santana, and a sacrifice fly by Left Fielder Jarred Kelenic. Blue Jays 4, Mariners 1.

In the bottom of the 5th inning, the Blue Jays came up to bat. The mariners changed pitchers to relief pitcher Pat Sewald. Their first batter got one base with a single. The second batter was struck out. 1 man on with 1 out. After a double and an intentional walk, the bases were loaded. (An intentional walk is a strategy decision by the team on defense to put a batter on base because of their skill for generating runs by base hits, so that it is easier to generate a double play which creates 2 outs. Both teams have 3 outs to work with in an inning.) Now the bases were loaded in favor of the Blue Jays. The next batter saw two straight balls making the count 2-0. Making it worse, the second ball, a 4 seam fastball, sailed away over Mariners catcher Cal Raleigh causing the runner from third to score. Bluejays 5, Mariners 1.

After this that batter got on base with a walk, loading the bases again! To make it worse, Teoscar Hernandez who eaier hit 2 home runs came to the plate. (each team has 9 batters which take turns throughout the game in “at bats” They cna have additional at bats in an inning if the earlier batters get on base, or drive in runs before the defense makes 3 outs.) Teoscar Hernandez is not the batter you want in this dangerous situation with runners on. on the third pitch, with the 0-2 count in favor of the Mariners and Pitcher Pat Sewald, yet another 4 seam fastball got away from him and hit Hernandez on the arm. Causing him to get on base, and allow a run to score. Bluejays 6, Mariners 1. The bases are still loaded. A sacrifice fly, and a double by the next two batters scored 2 more runs. Causing Pat Sewald to be replaced by reliever Diego Castillo. Bluejays 8, Mariners 1. 1 out still. Castillo would hit the next batter on the first pitch causing the bases to become loaded again! Thankfully after a tough at bat to Espinal… Who led the inning off with a base hit… Castillo manged to get him to hit into a key inning ending double play. The damage was done. the game wasn’t yet over, but our chances were looking grim as the score was now: Bluejays 8, Mariners 1.

Top of the sixth. The first three mariners batters all reached base with singles. Bases loaded in our favor. Right Fielder Mitch Haniger had a strong at bat, but struck out. 1 out. 2nd Baseman Adam Frazier also had a strong at bat, but popped out. 2 outs. After 6 and 2/3rds innings, Starting pitcher Kevin Gausman was replaced by relief pitcher Tim Mayza. Carlos Santana came to bat with the bases loaded and 2 outs. Mayza next threw a wild pitch, a 2 seam fastball that bounced off homeplate and far away from the BlueJays catcher, causing a run to score. Bluejays 8, Mariners 2. The next pitch, Carlos Santana hit a low pitch into left-center field with a 3 run homerun! Bluejays 8, Mariners 5. The next Mariners batter would strike out and end the inning. But, but it was a new ball game and the Mariners had a shot with score now 8-5.

The next two half innings passed with no runs scored.

Bottom of the 7th inning, BlueJays to bat. The Jays would add another run on a couple of singles. Bluejays 9, Mariners 5. After the run was driven in, the next two batters were put away by pitcher Penn Murfee.

Top of the 8th inning, Mariners to bat. They would only have 2 more opportunities to come back in the game with the top of the 8th and 9 innings. If they did not score, the Blue Jays would win as they led by this point in the game, the wildcard series would be tied 1-1 and there would be a game on Sunday. Not what the Mariners would want after being ahead in the wildcard series and using so many pitchers this game so far. It was now or never.

Eugenio Suarez came to bat against new pitcher Anthony Bass. After working the count in his favor at 3 balls, 2 strikes, he fouled off a pitch, then doubled on pitch 7 to reach base. 1 runner on second in scoring position, no outs. Catcher Cal Raleigh came to bat and hit the second pitch, driving in Suarez, Bluejays 9, Mariners 6. The next two Mariners batters would both single making the bases loaded against Blue Jays pitcher and Canadian native Jordan Romano. The stakes couldn’t be higher. For Romano, he was pitching for his home team, pitching in the playoffs with the bases loaded. If he gets out of this jam, he would be a legend. Romano struck out the next two hitters. bases loaded 2 outs. Up to bat came Shortstop J.P. Crawford. If Crawford got a base hit, he would become a legend. This is the moment I have been waiting for as a fan for 21 years. Would Crawford succeed, or would Romano get him out? If the Mariners score, come from behind, and hold on they would advance. Here we go…

On the first pitch… J.P. Crawford hit a bloop double in the middle of centerfield that none of the 3 nearby Bluejays Fielders could get to. Two of which run into each other causing a scary collision. Jubilant cheers by me turned to teeth grinding agony as the tv broadcast replayed the collision by the BlueJays defenders. These types of injury by collision don’t happen often in baseball. Though it is rare, it can happen in this place on the outfield grass between center, 2nd base, and shortstop. Which was what happened. Blue Jays Shortstop Bichette ran into Center Fielder George Springer. Bichette looked concussed, but stayed in the game after taking a few minutes. Springer had to be helped up onto a cart and be replaced because he couldn’t continue. The result is that 3 runs score. Bluejays 9, Mariners 9. With rookie of the year candidate Julio Rodriguez coming to the plate. Romano would intentionally walk Rodriguez and strike out Ty France, ending the inning. Game score tied. Now anyone could win.

Bottom of the 8th. Relief pitcher Andres Munoz came in to pitch for the Mariners. In yesterday’s game, he was dominant and easily put away the Blue Jay batters. New center fielder Jackie Bradley Jr. came to bat and was struck out. 1 out. Shortstop Bo Bichette (who just had a collision the previous inning) came to bat and got on base with a walk. 1 out 1 runner on. Bichette stole second base. 1 out runner on second base, in scoring position. Two good at bats by the following Blue Jays batters made the game interesting, but Munoz came through, causing both batters to ground out and end the inning. Bluejays 9, Mariners 9.

Top of the 9th inning. Mariners to bat. Blue Jays pitcher Jordan Romano still pitching. All the Mariners need is 1 more run, and to keep the Blue Jays at bay in their final half inning in the bottom half of the 9th. If neither scores, the game would go on to extra innings. If the Mariners don’t score, and the blue Jays do in their part of the 9th, since they are the home team they would win… And a game would be played the following day. Win now and the series is over. Win now, score now, and the Mariners would have their first playoff series win in 21 years! Here we go… Suarez, Raleigh, and Haniger are to bat.

Suarez to bat. Strikes out swinging on 3 straight sliders by Romano. 1 out.

Cal Raleigh to bat. On a 2-1 count, on the 4th straight 4 seam fastball of the at bat, he hits a double to deep right center field. 1out, runner on second in scoring position.

Haniger would fly out to center field. 2 outs.

In Seattle Mariners history, a double base hit has special meaning in the playoffs. If you watched the earlier video about the 1995 series against the Yankees, you would know that it was Edgar Martinez who hit a go ahead double in extra innings at home to walk off and win the game. Edgar Martinez would build from that and become one of the best Designated Hitters of all time, and eventually be elected to the baseball hall of fame after he slowly got enough years over 15 years to make it in. This moment in 1995 likely pushed him over the top.

Second Baseman Adam Fraizer came to the plate with 2 outs, and Cal Raleigh on at second base in scoring position, who got there with a double of his own. On a swing straight out of 1995 from the left side of the plate, to the opposite side of the field, Fraizer hits a double of his own! Cal Raleigh comes into score and and the Mariners lead in the 9th! Mariners 10, Blue Jays 9.

The Blue Jays would change pitchers to Adam Cimber. He would walk the next two batters to load the bases.. But get out the jam with a ground out by Crawford.

Bottom of the 9th. Mariners 10, Blue Jays 9. The Jays would have to score 1 run to tie the game to continue it to extra innings, to survive. If they score 2 runs, they can win and hold onto tomorrow. In a move out of 1995 on the Mariners pitching side, In came Starting Pitcher George Kirby in relief. It would not be easy as Teoscar Hernandez, Matt Chapman, and Danny Jensen were due to hit. All of which had hits and runs batted in earlier in the game. Hernandez hung in there with a 9 pitch at bat before grounding out. 1 out. Chapman worked a 6 pitch walk and was at first base. He could score if someone drove him in. It happened earlier. It could happen again. Jansen worked a 8 pitch at bat, but Kirby struck him out looking. 2 outs. Raimel Tapia came to bat. on the third pitch he made contact with the pitch, but hit a soft line drive to center fielder Julio Rodriguez. 3 outs.



The Result?

What a game! We won with a come back victory!

What a series! Now we face division rival Houston Astros.

Woo! It’s Tuesday morning as I finish writing this long, long post. Fitting as for its themes of baseball and a baseball life. Today we have game 1 of the ALDS against the Astros at 12:37pm PST. Once again I will be wearing the jersey at work, and listening to it there. I already bought a ticket in right field for the 1 home game, game 3 in Seattle at home… I AM PUMPED.

It’s been a while since my last post. I was not feeling physically well in September and part of October. Long Covid is a cruel disease. Unlike past instances where I had writer’s block, I was physically unable to write because I couldn’t string words together. The forest fire smoke and unusually hot October days haven’t helped. I have had to relearn when the best time for me to write… Which is now early in the day. I’ve been wiped out after work. An unfortunate new reality as this was my dedicated time to write in the past. Such is a chronic illness. Such is my life. It sucks not to be able to write. I love writing. It is how I express myself, vent, and be creative. Not being able to do so makes me depressed. That said, I have been doing well mentally over the past month. I have been doing better since I got the new booster shot. This Thusday will be 2 weeks. I hope that I’ll be able to write regularly soon.

The long slump

A baseball diamond from the right handed batters box.

It’s been 7 seasons since my last base hit.

It’s been awhile since this pitcher and I were on the same team.
We met on a team in its 5th year. Uniforms in black and white.
I was learning to play the outfield again, she was training in the bullpen.
She has the traits every good team wants: a strong work ethic, talent, leadership, a good teammate.

The team was a fool not to try to keep her.

Our teams faced each other in spring training, but it wasn’t the right time for an at bat.

A baseball diamond from the perspective of the pitcher.

At the July trade deadline, we would face off on the field.
I walked the plate, stepped in, and hit a line drive between 3rd and short.
The bat split in two as I hit the ball.
The shortstop made a spectacular play! Diving behind the 3rd baseman, snaring the ball in their outstretched glove quickly throwing off kilter to second base to start a double play.
I ran as hard as I could.

I was out by a mile.
As her team returned to the dugout between innings, we caught eye contact.
I tipped my cap. She smiled back.
I did everything right, and still failed. Baseball is a cruel mistress.
Sometimes the timing isn’t right.
The game ends as I sit in the dugout watching the other team celebrate a no hitter.
My team heads into the clubhouse.
I get up off the bench and walk to the clubhouse from the dugout.
I see her look over, smiling still. 

I laugh and give her a thumbs up as I leave the field for now.
I don’t know when I’ll see her next. Maybe next season.

It’s the last time this season. 

I worked harder than I ever did this season. I was prepared for this at bat. 

Coach pulls me aside. Says don’t worry about it. It’s a slump. She no-hit the whole team. You made contact and the bat broke. That’s baseball.

She’s on TV talking to reporters.
She’ll be a free agent again in the off season. I am too. 

We gotta do what best for each of us.

It’s hard not to talk to a friend when you want different things.

But I get it. I’ve been there before.
I’m happy for her, but it still hurts to be in a slump. 

I don’t mind being a free agent. 

I turn off the TV.
Maybe next year we will be team mates again.
Soon the slump will be over. 

I’d rather be the man in the stadium and fail greatly under the lights instead of a spectator.

I’m not watching from the sidelines anymore.

She’ll let me know when the next at bat is.

Me as a toddler. I have curly blond hair. My late grandmother holding me up at a baseball field in the stands.
Me as a toddler with my late grandmother. Miss you Grandma!

Songs of the post:

Say hey(the Willie Mays song) by the Treniers.

Brown eyed girl By Van Morrison.

Waiting in vain by Bob Marley

Let it be by The Beatles

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My last baseball poem didn’t get many views, and it deserves better. I admit the original title is not great:

The last at bat


How could you respond to a handwritten letter… with a text message?

Your throwing at my head, but I swing and miss as I fall backward into the ground to avoid your fastball.

Strike 1. Fastball. Swung and missed.

Surprise me with your relationship status, yet keep it vague?

I mutter to myself in the batter’s box that no answer is an answer.

I dug in my back foot in the dirt of the batter’s box as I have done every at bat in my life. Slide my left foot parallel to my back right foot. Wind my bat in a circle clockwise. I’m in my stance ready to hit. 

Love isn’t a game to me.

Strike two: A slider on the outer corner of the strike zone. 

You can’t fool me with your knuckleballs. 

I fouled both off in the upper decks. Would’ve been a home run if they’d only been 2 feet closer to the foul poles.

I’m not going to strike out again.

Everyone was fooled when I bunted strike two.

I knew I’d be out if I missed the sweet spot of the barrel of the bat.

I simply didn’t care anymore.

This is the kind of hitter I am. 

I’d rather it could be a productive out than not.

Strike 3: a fouled off fastball inside. Foul tip caught by the catcher.

That’s 3 outs! Game over!

I’d rather be out by you, and never face you again. 

I’d rather try someone else. 

I now know I need further seasoning in the minor leagues. 

Going 0-5 will do that.

I’m tired of this organization, and it’s tired of me.

I’m looking to start fresh with a new one. 

They thought I was worthy of a shot at the Major Leagues, and I never appreciated them for that. Though they drafted me, it was time for change. 

I still have a shot with someone else. My batting mechanics need work.

But I can still play defense.

I guess it was a long shot to hit a home run off of a Major League all star as a pinch hitter.

I’ll tip my cap to you if we ever meet again.

And that folks is the end of tonight’s game. 

It was a cold sunny February day.

The roof was closed in the stadium.

This has been your Announcer, Reilly Anderson.

That’ll be all from me,

Now for the post game show.


The end.

PS thoughts

I’m taking a different approach today since last week’s post was 2 days late. I’ll be busy today, going to a local protest march and errands, so I’ll be doing a couple small posts in the time between stuff.

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