It hasn’t felt like Christmas
But first, college grades.
This past week, the college quarter grades were posted.
After what felt like a long quarter, with me spending the majority of it at home in my room, finally, the first quarter is complete.
I got a 3.5 in English 101 and a 4.0 in Math 081. Both A grades! Woo!
On to Winter quarter! Up next are Psychology 101 and Math 98. This will be the second time I’m taking Psych 101. Though I passed it the previous time in 2006 (wow, I feel old), it’s too long ago to count. I don’t mind retaking it. I enjoyed it then and look forward to being in a class in my major. This class will also be in person on campus. So, that will help with cabin fever and isolation due to online courses. This math class will be online in the same format as the previous class. However, there will be three tests with an optional fourth if you didn’t do well on the previous ones.
Don’t get me wrong, I am happy I kept my word and did well in both classes. I’m glad that I proved to myself that I belong in college and am a smart, capable person. At times in life, you need proof from doing challenges to build confidence.
It’s just that I want so much more from life. That the world is so fucked up right now.
It hasn’t felt like Christmas
It hasn’t felt like Christmas with the war in Ukraine ongoing and asshole Republicans holding up funding for Ukraine. Fuck you, Putin and Trump.
It hasn’t felt like Christmas because of the genocide in Palestine done by Israel. It’s also horrific what Hamas has done to provoke this war. That doesn’t justify genocide or wiping Palestinians off the map. It feels as if this will start WW3. I’m pissed at the response by my country, The US, and Biden continuing to supply weapons to Israel.
It doesn’t feel like Christmas because it feels like the US is on the path to another civil war, and the Republican half is cheering on the next Hitler, aka Trump. I’m pissed that traitorous bastard isn’t in prison for life and that the legal process is so slow. How many fucking laws does a person need to break before they’re held accountable?! For fucks sake!
I’m tired of capitalism.